06/08
જ⁀➴⠀I feel numb, born with a weak heart
⠀I guess I must be having fun
- I posted TWICE! in the past few days on phaea
- Lots of progress made on Pheres and Naraka banter + common scenes, will write more soon
- I have like 400 different AUs and OCs to develop and in response to that I just keep writing and talking about Acco Phaos someone kill me
- Started tutoring for advanced functions
- I still definitely need to do some posts on Nynem this is ridiculous!!!!!!
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Why is my boyfriend highkey so gay bro why is he lockerfucking his bff this is NOT OK!!!!!
I went to America recently and it was really boring but it was also kind of pretty so like okay whatever. For the first time in my life I actually felt like... a decent amount of confident in the way I look but it literally dissolved the minute I came home LMAO. Every single photo I took I made it like a big deal to try and do an expression where I'm not smiling because my smile is SO fucking ugly like holy shit. I genuinely cannot be caught dead as happy it is not ok you guys
Also I like am constantly, every single day, rediscovering that I have POTS LMAO. I was literally just a bit ago thinking why do I only feel good when I am lying down? and like. Brother!! It's exhausting though I constantly feel like I'm lagging it's so hard to stay upright. I wish I could fix it somehow or do something to alleviate the pain or tiredness but the only thing that really helps is just lying down but that's so BOOOOOOOOORING I hate chronic illness
Anyways I still really need to upload to Nynem. It's so dead, and I know it's a more like.. passion leaning passion project but I feel so bad just leaving it to rot because I share it with Victor and I really like it and all and sighhhh
- ⛓️ • Even though Cato was not raised in a facility, his skillset still matches those like Naraka and Pheres who were raised in facilities because his magic is naturally that strong.